Yin Marriage Yang Marriage

My sister accidentally drowned, but my brother-in-law was surprisingly cold. And I dreamed of people and things I shouldn't have dreamed of ...... For the sake of my sister's child and family marriage, my mom forced me to renew my marriage ...... I've always been a substitute for my sister, so why do I have to be a substitute even when I get married? How can I face my boyfriend? The most horrible thing is that the so-called "brother-in-law" is cold and has no heartbeat or breathing! I was so sti