Surviving In A World Of Despair

Why do people live? I have been thinking about this question for a long time, but unfortunately the answer I get is never satisfactory. I have been thinking about it for a long time, and I think about it every day, but I am not a thinker. I have always thought that I am too tired to live, and sometimes I really think that it may be better to die, but it is a pity that I am a man. Traveling, reincarnation, sparring, all because of a young man's dream!