Remembering Josh

‘I've not slept for 70 hours or more, walking, watching, waiting, praying for the end of this nightmare from which, at some stage, I must awake. But the reality is beginning to set in and I know only too well that at least in this life I shall never speak openly with my son. Never again shall I laugh with him, drink with him, discuss his future or watch him take to the field.'So begins a father's descent into hell.On 12 October 2002, Brian Deegan's son Joshua was killed in the terrorist explosio