On Her Knees

"The problem was, because Purity is an idol (a validated and worshiped idol), I didn't know who or what I'd be without my totem. My Christianity depended on Purity."   Going to a conservative Christian church when she was young, Brenda Marie Davies heard a consistent message— save yourself for marriage —that instilled in her fear and shame about sex. But after moving to Los Angeles at nineteen and finding herself suddenly exposed to a world far outside her comfort zone, she was forced