How Do You See Me Inside,Out? He See's Me as Beautiful!

Im on a Journey called Life. I have been through a lot on this Journey. Even having a near-Death experience in March of 2009, when I fell and knew I could have died instantly. I told God, not asked HIM, "God, if you want me to come home, I am ready, but if you still have work for me to do, I am willing to stay." I guess I still have work to do because I am still here. It has not been easy, and some days I wished I would have gone Home to be with HIM and my Mother and daughter and all my pets. I