Gaslighted by God

"We have a right to encounter God where we are. We have a sacred responsibility to experience God authentically."   What happens when the God we've been taught to believe in seems powerless to help us in the struggles of life? What do we do when the God we personally encounter no longer resembles the God we've been shown in narrow interpretations of the Bible?  Many of those raised in the world of fundamentalist Christianity have been manipulated into accepting a false reality that run