Fallowing of Christ is the biggest Crime

Most people who have not experienced finding Christ, think I chose to be a Christian. But Christ chose me. In fact, He was with me since my childhood. In the place I was born did not know Father as God yet, I used to cry out all the time. Mostly, when I needed Him. Even though, my family was Muslim, and believed I was Muslim. It did not help me to worship Allah and his prophet Mohamed either. Even as person who love to be Muslim. Everyone who knew me will know that, I used to live in fear, and d